Some weeks we’ve got it, and some weeks we don’t. By “it” I mean a rhythm to our family life. I don’t just mean our routine because by necessity we follow a similar routine every weekday. Get up, make lunches, get dressed, get out the door to school (me and Collin) or work (Dadda). Then get home, cook, eat, bath and bed.
Our rhythm is that intangible synchronicity where we are all moving together comfortably. We are working together to keep the house clean, food on the table and laundry folded. It is when we all feel like we are able to get what we need and give what others are asking for.
Not that we expect perfection (okay, maybe I do sometimes but I am WORKING ON IT!) It doesn’t mean we don’t have goals or issues to work through. It means that at the end of the day we are okay with what was left undone and happy with what was accomplished. It’s the steady drum beat of family life, calm and welcoming. When the rhythm is missing its more like an alternative band at practice, you never know if you’re about to hear a lilting ballad or an all-out screaming anthem. In short, without our rhythm life seems more stressful and less fulfilling.
As mothers we come to learn early on that “If Mamma ain’t happy, ain’t nobody happy”. Whether we like it or not how we feel, act and participate in our family has a large effect on the family ‘vibe’. Through my beginning study on Nonviolent Communication I have come to realize that when I am disconnected from the rhythm of my family it is because I am not getting my needs met. In truth this is often because I have no clue what my *real* needs are. If I am overcome by disorder in the house I don’t always recognize that, instead it may come out as frustration with my husband for not picking up enough. If I need a break for some me time, I may instead lose my patience with Collin.
I can’t force my husband to do anything he doesn’t want to do (and really he does so, so much already) and I can’t control the fact that my two-year-old is, in fact, acting like a two-year-old. What I do have control over is how I speak to them and if I take enough time to center myself and feel what my true needs really are. As mammas we all will have moments when we let things go for too long without checking in with ourselves. We need to take inventory of where our emotions are coming from in order to give ourselves back the power to control how we react to our feelings.
I know I can help our family’s rhythm to keep humming along by recognizing what is bothering me and doing something about it. I have found it freeing to say to my self, “Self, you feel like you want more order in the house right now, how can we accomplish this? By organizing that pile of papers?” Then I can choose if I really want to organize those papers right now, put it on a list or let it go. I can let go of trying to control others as I may have done in the past (“Babe will you puh-leeze organize those papers? and um..do it now?”)
Having space to make our own choices and recognize what we all need helps us all work better as a team. In the hopes of helping us all (even the littlest among us) to recognize, verbalize and learn about our feelings and needs I have posted the following two lists on our refrigerator.
Thanks to the Center for Nonviolent Communication
Nonviolent Communication Needs List
I know we’ll continue to come in and out of rhythm, have good weeks and bad weeks. Part of getting back into the rhythm is just allowing yourself to be a little off sometimes and then jumping back in.
Thanks for reading! Heres to a great week 🙂
Melissa